Finn's Journal

Entry Date: January 30, 2024

Mood (1-10):

4

Honestly, pretty down, for what feels like no reason

Things I Ate:

Coffee, Soft tofu and rice, nothing else, I guess.

Music I'm Listening To:

Donkey Kong is always the best comfort music. Crank it.

e · Stickerbush Symphony

Goal for the Week:

I need to secure some form of income - whether it be nailing a fursuit quote or freelancing WFH stuff.

Hey Journal,

Not doing so great today. Wishing I could shake off these "Bad Feelings," but it's a struggle. Treating it like a cold—green tea, a comforting candle, and my trusty heating pad. Flipping through a book on witchcraft and self-care, even though I'm not into keeping a paper journal or casting spells. This webpage has enough chaotic energy for me. Some of those "Bad Feelings" spilled onto my Blue Sky, so maybe sharing this journal entry will let my diehard friends see this glorious page.

Thinking of giving the page a makeover. Downloaded Brackets and loving how it's set up. Might break everything when I sync with Neocities! :)

Considering sharing recipes here—nothing formal, just my style. Dill pickle Kraft Dinner, anyone? Or a simple toasted tomato sandwich! I've got an air fryer I don't understand. Endless possibilities!

Lately, haven't felt like cooking due to the "Bad Feelings," but maybe this will motivate me to move beyond plain soft tofu on rice. Another recipe idea, "Finn Ruins Cooking For Everybody," has a nice ring to it.

Beyond worrying about landing a "real job," concerned about maintaining the studio and working on fursuits. No quotes yet, need to focus on advertising. Maybe chain myself to the desk and film working on a suit for promo videos. Should I get a TikTok rolling again? What do the kids use these days? Advertising and selling yourself are tough when you're depressed, man.

Anyways, changing my bedding, hitting the shower, shaving my legs (they're hairy af), lighting the candle again, and watching the Lion King while making chicken nuggets for dinner.

Now, that's some self-care you should be jealous of.

Thanks for sticking around, I know the font isn't readable. That's the point.

-Finn



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